I just planned my own murder.
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What men mean when they talk about their “crazy” ex-girlfriend is often that she was someone who cried a lot, or texted too often, or had an eating disorder, or wanted too much/too little sex, or generally felt anything beyond the realm of emotionally undemanding agreement. That does not make these women crazy. That makes those women human beings, who have flaws, and emotional weak spots. However, deciding that any behavior that he does not like must be insane– well, that does make a man a jerk.
And when men do this on a regular basis, remember that, if you are a woman, you are not the exception. You are not so cool and fabulous and levelheaded that they will totally get where you are coming from when you show emotions other than “pleasant agreement.”
When men say “most women are crazy, but not you, you’re so cool” the subtext is not, “I love you, be the mother to my children.” The subtext is “do not step out of line, here.” If you get close enough to the men who say things like this, eventually, you will do something that they do not find pleasant. They will decide you are crazy, because this is something they have already decided about women in general.
"— Lady, You Really Aren’t “Crazy” (via sparkamovement)
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omg.
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from left to right;
I am afraid to hold my boyfriend’s hand.
My friend’s parents sent her away.
I found death threats in my locker.
I submitted to electroshock therapy.
I lost half my friends after coming out.
My grandmother sends me hate mail.
My school won’t let me take my date to prom.
I am not here anymore.
My dad tried to beat it out of me.
No one is proud of me.
this gave me cold chills. in a horrible way.
(Source: lui19h, via sadwhistle)
you know the feeling when you’re spinning around in circles really fast with somebody and all you can focus on is their face and everything else is a blur? I feel like I’m doing that but with a mirror. everything is spinning so fast and crazy and all I can see is my big, fat, barely attractive face.
people are dying, that sucks.
my cousins cat is an orphan and it bothers me so much I’ve cried about it every night since she got him, that sucks.
my dad is trying to legally disown me, that sucks.
I can’t figure out what the fuck is wrong with my financial aid for summer semester, that sucks.
these all seem so stupid written down but I literally can’t sleep because of it. I’m on almost two days with 4 hours of sleep and barely any food.
I don’t think my anti depressants are working anymore.
this is so pretty to me. plus I just like boobs.
(Source: panties69, via beyondneptune)
I sound holier than thou in that post.
I’m not.
I’m mean to boys a lot.
after reading everybody’s posts on facebook and twitter about the fifteen year old girl who tried to kill herself, I can’t help but think this is all too little too late.
I’m not trying to be disrespectful by any means, and I hope the people that were bullying her do get prosecuted or whatever they do to little heathens these days, but what was being done before it came to this? was it just bullying, or did she already have emotional problems? was the bullying the straw that broke the camels back?
i am not one to take lightly to bullying, I started GSA for that specific reason and I will always be an alliance for those with any type of problem…I have severe depression and I am a suicide survivor, as crazy as that is to put in writing. I know what it’s like to be at your wits end and have absolutely no other way out.
I guess what I’m trying to say here is, life is precious. don’t be mean to somebody just for the fun of it. you have no idea what anybody has going on in their life. even if you’re just kidding, even the smallest of comments can hurt. and always try to be the person you would want to have if you were hurting. Having somebody who cares goes a long way.
I know, way too long, probably didn’t read. but I hope somebody takes something from this poor girl’s short life.
